Well so far I think I might do updates once a week or so. I am climbing the walls, I am just tired of not having a job. I have tried to working harder to establish steady employment. There is only one person, my friend in Iowa who has been supportive of me. Most everyone I see on a daily basis tell me that if I wanted a job I would have one. It is far from easy to get a quality job, that I will be happy working at. I hope my situation will improve soon, I am getting really close to the end of my rope.